This book was about a young lady name Shawn who could not get her life straight, because of a man. Her parents tried giving her advice, but she was in love with a drug dealer everyone called "Pop". Pop put Shawn through so much drama, sexual, mental, physical and emotional abuse to the point Shawn called it quits over and over again. Shawn wanted Pop to love her as much as she loved him, thinking if she stuck by his side and be down for whatever he would finally change. It took me forever to get through this book, when I finally got to the end of this book I could not beleive what Pop had did to Shawn and his friend, that was the straw that broke the camels back.