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The Last Days of a Condemned; Bug-Jargal. Claude Gueux
The Last Days of a Condemned BugJargal Claude Gueux Author:Victor Hugo General Books publication date: 2009 Original publication date: 1897 Original Publisher: Routledge Notes: This is a black and white OCR reprint of the original. It has no illustrations and there may be typos or missing text. When you buy the General Books edition of this book you get free trial access to Million-Books.com where you can selec... more »t from more than a million books for free. Excerpt: THE LAST DAY OF A CONDEMNED. PIRST PAPER Prison. CONDEMNED to death! These five weeks have I dwelt with this idea, -- always alone with it, always frozen by its presence, always bent under its weight. Formerly (for it seems to me rather years than weeks since I was free) I was a being like any other; every day, every hour, every minute had its idea. My mind, youthful and rich, was full of fancies, which it developed successively, without order or aim, but weaving inexhaustible arabesques on the poor and coarse veb of life. Sometimes it was of youthful beauties, sometimes of unbounded possessions, then of battles gained, next of theatres full of sound and light, and then again the young beauties, and shadowy walks at night beneath spreading chestnut-trees. There was a perpetual revel in my imagination: I might think on what I chose, -- I was free. But now, -- I am a Captive! Bodily in irons in a dungeon, and mentally imprisoned in one idea, -- one horrible, one hideous, one unconquerable idea! I have only one thought, one conviction, one certitude, -- Condemned to death ! Whatever I do, that frightful thought is always here, like a spectre, beside me, -- solitary and jealous, banishing all else, haunting me for ever, and shaking me with its two icy hands whenever I wish to turn my head away or to close my eyes. It glides into all forms in which my mind seeks to shun it; mixes itself, like a horrible chant, with all the words which are addressed to me; presses against me even to the odious gratings of my prisoa It haunts me while awake, spies on my convulsive slum...« less